You showed me something that I couldn't see You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

I just realized,

I need a lot of people in my life.

I can lose some people who aren't real "friends."

or because they're a bad influence.

After seeing and realizing what the people were like at the detention center, I don't want to hangout with people who do pot, or marijuana. I need to stop hanging out with those people so I can be a better person.

If I were in a car with them and they were doing that stuff, I could get arrested as well as them. I don't want that to happen to me.

I don't need the people who tell me how to live my life and what I'm going to do in the future. I don't need the people who tell me how dumb and stupid I am, and how I'm not going to go anywhere in life. That's kind of a little harsh. I don't need people like that in my life who just make fun of me and take advantage of me everyday. It's just not right. No one knows where your going to go in life except God. And If you believe that your going to get somewhere...you probably will.

That kind of stuff makes me have a very low self esteem and I'm tired of not sleeping and feeling like crap every day almost. It's like most of the time I try to smile instead of smiling all the time like I used to.

So I'm going to put on a new attitude.

I just want to be a better, nicer, and respectful person.

And that's what I'm going to try to be.

I want to put others before myself. I think thats a good character trait.