i'll bring you flowers for no occasion

It is 12:06 AM as I'm tying this.
So today:
I met my madre and Cassie at Pizza Hut, we had a lovely lunch together. Then we went to my grandma's house and met my cousins there. And then Naterbug came =]
I haven't seen him in ages.
Then I went and picked Billie up and we watched Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.
I have to say it was the best movie I have seen in a long long time.
BUT it made me cry and it made me think a lot.
Billie and me were talking on the way home, and I told her I thought guys we're just players. That's all they are. They just want someone to hangout with and have someone think that they love them. It's very confusing if you didn't see the movie. But then, when the guy makes the girl fall in love with them, they dump her just like that and don't care about that girl anymore. Then the girl that gets dumped, cries for days and days and days over this jerk.
In other case of scenario, guys like to play you.
I've been played many times. Recently in fact. Theres this guy and I thought he liked me and everything but the more I came to like him he just acted weird and kind of quit talking to me and I feel totally played. I shouldn't even be talking to this guy at all but I still talk to him in class a little. He used to walk me to class and everything but now he doesn't. I don't know I just think guys need to grow up and if they really like you then they need to grow some balls and tell you they like you, if they don't like you fuck them, your wasting your time and you can find someone much better than that ass hole.
Some guys, very few guys, are not like that. Some guys treat their girlfriends with respect and treat them like a princess. And that guy really loves them. But if you ask me when it all comes down to it, all girls think they will have that perfect relationship and they'll live like a fairytale..happily ever after..well thats reality not the real world. In the real world, you fall in love, get your heart broken, and fall in love with another dick head. I don't understand why or how we fall in love with dicks and ass holes, but it happens. Its not really love though. It takes a while for a person to really really love someone. Love is so overrated sometimes. I want a guy that would bring me flowers for no occasion, and who is always there for me and doesn't tell me what to do or who to hangout with, I want a guy that deserves to be with me, not me deserving to be with him, and I want a guy that is nice to my friends and my friends like him. I know thats a lot to ask for but I'm hoping like all the other girls out there, that kind of guy will come along. It might not ever happen, but it just might. This is just my thought of the day. If you read this thanks I really appreciate it.

Becca