Now I'm on my own how I let you go I'll never understand

Hello.

I'm so tired. I woke up at like 9:30 and freaking Marshall didn't tell me bye. He's gone to Wyoming =[
I'm so upset he didn't tell me bye. I think all these thoughts like what if I never see him again or what if something happens to him and I didn't tell him bye. The last thing I said to him was "I love you too! Goodnight!"
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So Cassie and me went to Downtown Pizza and Billie came and sat and talked with us. Then we saw Mack and he talked to us. He was my Spanish buddy. I have a random picture of us from last year haha. Then Cassie, Billie, and myself went to the park and rode around and to get gas, and then we took Billie back to her car so she could meet Olivia.

Then Cass and me went to that cheerleading fitting. Oh my gosh nothing fit me. My ass showed and I was like Carlie tell Mrs.Plott I'm not coming out there in front of those girls with a skirt that shows my ass. So she got me a new size. It was short as well. I couldn't bend down without flashing someone. And the top I couldn't even get off. It sucked.

Then I went to the park and sat in my car for an hour waiting on Billie and we went to McDonalds and walked.

I think I'm going to Atlanta tomorrow. So I'm extremely bummed. I really wanted to hangout with Nathan because I haven't seen him in FOREVER and it really extremely upsets me. So I'm gonna watch The Notebook or Sex In The City either one works because they both make me cry. And I'm gonna eat some ice cream.


Quote of the day:
Becca: "Your like Marshall..I'm not calling you a whore, but he's a manwhore."
Billie: "Really? He's a manwhore?"
Becca: "Yeah he says him and ******* aren't dating but shes always at our house and sleeps over. But I think its because he has no one and he knows she'll do anything and he just doesn't want to be lonely. Like you haven't done anything in a REALLY long time and you just wanted to have that feeling back and stuff and let it remind you what it was like."

















It wasn't for nothing...it was for love.