Maybe I Will Never Be Who I Was Before

Well these past few days have been so great.
I am so blessed to have the greatest friends.


Thursday: Cameron, Cassie, Seth, Jacob, Meagan and I ate at the new Italian place in town. It was so good except for the sweet tea. Yuck. Then Danielle and Jessica came. Then we all (minus Jessica and Danielle) piled in my car to meet Austin at Bi Lo. Then we met Jordan Grizzle at his work. So we had 8 people in my car going to the Hiawassee Fair. When we got there we met Danielle, Iernee, Nicole, Jessica, Lauren, Courtney, and Christian. Mostly everyone got sick except Cassie and me. Jacob threw up on the second ride we rode, and on the pirate ship he about barfed everywhere. After about an hour or two of rides we went to the Hiawassee Beach and there was a guy with all his clothes on in the water...at like 9:30 at night. It was pretty creepy. And Austin drove my car back to Blairsville while Jordan sat in the passenger seat with his huge sword that glowed different colors out the window. I thought we were gonna die.

Friday: Jordan Thomas, Cassie, Nicole, Christain, Cameron, and me went to lunch at Zaxbys. Then Nicole, Cameron, and me went to Walmart to buy drinks for her party. Then we went to her house and waited for people to show up. Then Nicole, me, Cameron, Irenee, and Austin went to get AUSTIN food in my car while he drove. Then we went back to her house to wait on people to get in the pool. It was very fun. Then Cassie and me had to go house sit/ dog sit for Diane. Keep in mind she has four dogs that shit everywhere anytime they please.

Saturday: I just stayed with the dogs while Christian came over and helped me until Cassie came. Later that night we played Rockband and Just Dance.

Sunday: The same as above.

Monday: Nothing it was a rest day.

Tuesday: I went to the FUEL meeting it looks like its going to be very good. and it was my last day of work.

Today: Going to Rome.

Tomorrow: Shorter orientation. Sooo nervous.

xoox
Becca

Quote of the day:

Meagan (to the waitress): Can I get a coke too?
Waitress: Sure is there something wrong with the tea?
Meagan: No I just don't like it. It tastes weird. Maybe its just me.
Waitress: Does anyone else think the tea tastes bad?
Us: Uhmmm noo...It's alright..
(Waitress walks away)
Meagan: I hate you guys.

I got more bass than an esclade

Things haven't changed.


I'm so nervous for orientation. I want to get it over with so bad. July 29. =[



Yesterday: I did nothing.
Today: I've done nothing.

I feel so worthless.

Boy, I need you here with me

Everyone should listen to Round and Round by Selena Gomez. It is amazing. So are her clothes.



Well today I heard the most heartbreaking story that is too horrific to post on here. Since I heard it, it has dusturbed me. And it scares me about going to college. I know I've said I'm ready to leave this town and I can't wait but I don't know something feels different. I'm leaving my best friends. I'm so scared I'll never talk to Gracelyn or Alie or Callie or even Billie who has always been there for me. They all mean the world to me and I can't see what I will do without them.

For the past week or two I've felt so depressed and unhappy. Then when I'm with the people who care about me the most and who I care about for, I feel surrouned with love and happiness. I just keep thinking, "I'll find new friends and never forget the old ones." Nobody could ever replace my friends nor the feelings I have for them. I also like to think college is a place where I get to start all over and discover who I am on the inside. It's a new chapter in my life.

Right now, I'm trying to spend so much time with my friends. Who knows when I will see them again. I've had a great summer and its not over yet. Orientation is July 29 and I really hope I can go see Phantom of the Opera's last show ever sometime this month. Nobody wants to go with me though is the sad thing. I'm excited for the fair though it shall be fun.

I'm going to post some pictures from this summer to make me happy and remember my memories while I can.

Be a best friend, tell the truth, never over use the word "I love you."

Sorry I've been so busy.

I went to Florida and it rained the whole time I was there.

Right now I am looking forward to college. I can't wait to have the college experience and know who my roommate is.

Yesterday:

I went out on a date with Nathan. We went to Walmart and I saw Billieboo! And then we ate at Brothers which is REALLY good.

Today:
Ugh I don't want to talk about my morning. Let's just say the guys who were paving my road wouldn't let me out until I argued with them. Then, I went to Zaxby's with Selina and Cassie. Then we went to Walmart and Sugar Shack. Now I'm doing nothing. haha.

Tomorrow:
Cameron's pool partyyy whoot whoot.

And I'm in love with Justin Bieber. Ah!

Quote of the day:
"A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life." Charles Darwin