Your friends are telling you that you gotta move on.

Just when I thought I gone and wrecked it all again.

I'm finally home.
Yay.

Last night: We ate at Cheeseburger In Paradise, came home, ate pie, and watched America's Next Top Model until forever. Suzanne's boyfriend came over, I went to bed at 2. I didn't sleep. I kept thinking.

Today:
We just laid out by the pool and got our stuff together and ate dinner and came home.

I'm so happy to be home.

My grandma just called me asking me if I wanted to get my nails done Thursday and I was like yeah dude!

I really have nothing else to say right now

I'm just trying to move on in life right now
its hard though
very hard.


Quote of the day:
Elizabeth: "Guys are just...i don't know...my boyfriend gets mad at me if I don't call him at a certain or if I don't answer my phone he keeps calling me, he has to know everything about my day, and he gets mad very easily at me. And he just want us to hangout like no one else."
Becca: "Guys freak me out sometimes."
Elizabeth: "Especially control freaks."
Suzanne: "Think about it yall have been together for like what 2 or 3 years? Do you wanna be with someone who tells you what to do and gets mad at you forever? No one deserves that. Why would you do that to yourself?"
Elizabeth: "I mean he's a really nice guy."
Becca: "And cute."
Elizbeth: "And cute he just is irritating sometimes."
Suzanne: "More like all the time."

Your better off with someone else its for the best we know it is

but I see you sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside and I turn around and your with her now I just can't figure it out..tell me why your so hard to forget don't remind me I'm not over it tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little to not over you




Hello.

Today we woke up at 12:30 and we got ready to go to Atlantic Station to shop.

First we went to H&M and everyone except Elizabeth and me bought something. Cassie and Suzanne did. I wasn't in the mood to shop..to sad.

Then we went to Victoria's Secret and I bought some things there. And then American Eagle and Old Navy. Then we went to Coldstone Ice Cream. I got chocoalte with sprinkles. Then we met Aunt Sandi, Nana, and mom. And we ate at Cheeseburger In Paradise. Then we went to the mall.

Now we're here eating Hershey Pie again and about to watch another movie.

Quote of the day:
Elizabeth: "Who wants some hershey pie?"
Suzanne: "Becca and me automatically get a piece from all the hell we went through last night."

Why did you say I love you if you knew that it wouldn't last

I was talking to my cousin today and we talked before our movie started and she told me something that meant a lot.

"Becca, seriously don't trust anybody anymore. You really can't. Girls only hate you because they're jealous..I was hated and now they all talk to me.. Guys hate you because you don't put out."

I'm really extremly upset right now.
I think when I get back to Blue Ridge I'm just gonna spend the first couple of days by myself and think about things. I'm really sick of shit.


I made a commitment to myself to just start keeping things to myself. And thats what I'm going to do so life will be easier.

I am also planning on being different. I never let my guard down so easily as I have in the past months.. well thats changing. I will not do that for anyone else...unless I know them for a good while.

Things I need to do:

Dye my hair dark.--Wednesday
Go shopping.--Saturday/Sunday
Have a movie night with Jessica.--Who knows.
Stay in bed.--Monday,Tuesday (after work), Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday
Finish reading Running With Scissors.--During the lazy/thinking week.
Go shoe shopping.--Next next Monday.





Suzanne: "Who wants some Hershey Pie?"
Elizabeth: "Becca does! Actually she has to have it she needs some!"
(hear people by the pool which isn't allowed because it was like 10)
Suzanne: "I can't even eat my damn pie because we can't figure out how to turn this movie on and those people are sooo loud!"
Elizabeth: "Go yell at them Becca, go get your anger out."
Becca: "I would..but..its not worth it."

I didn't wanna say I'm sorry for breaking us apart..

I didn't wanna say it was my fault..even though I knew it was.. I didn't wanna call you back cause I knew I was wrong..




Hello.

I'm in Atlanta right now..

Yesterday:

Elizabeth, Cassie, Suzanne, and me went and met Lina and Papaw to eat. He looked terrible. But he's been in the hospital so he would be.

Then we went to Suzanne's apartment its sooo pretty. And we waited for her boyfriend to come and we all went bowling. We had to wait an hour for lanes to open. It was crazy so we just played arcade games. We stayed for until midnight bowling. I didn't even break a 100. I didn't even get a strike.
Then we went to Kroger to get snacks and we were in bed by 2.

Today:

We saw Papaw and Lina again they're staying in Atlanta just in case something goes wrong..again. Last time he had a heart attack and they let him go and the next day something went wrong and he had pneomnia. or howevr you spell it.

We went out by the pool and now I'm doing this thing.
Everyone is getting a shower right now to get ready to go eat dinner and see UP! and then we are going to some cafe.

Tomorrow:
The parents come =]
and we are going to Atlantic Station and to see Papaw again.

xoxo
beCCa

Oh my gosh at the pool today there was a gay guy with his belly button pierced. It was so weird.

Quote of the day:
Elizabeth: "You look like your on The Hills."
Becca: "Aw thanks I'm flattered."

New Kids On The Block Had A Bunch Of Hits Chinese Food Makes Me Sick

Hello.

So today I woke up late. I woke up later than I anticipated.

And my dad was like lets go see Grandma.

And I was like okay. But someone came to our house and we couldn't.
Then my laptop wouldn't charge and I'm using Marshall's computer. I'm so mad because I took it to Blairsville and I was like when will it be done and he's like I don't know so I went home and my mom called when I got home telling me my computer was done. I was so pissed.

I still haven't even packed yet and its 4:21 and I'm leaving at 5.

=[

I packed but it all won't fit in my suitcase. I don't even know why we're going anymore because now my papaw is out of the hospital. I think we are meeting him and Lina and eating with them or something. And we are staying at Suzanne's apartment.

I guess thats my day. Its not interesting at all.
I should finish packing.

xo
Becca

Quote of the day:
(A while back in my car singing Burning Up-Jonas Brothers)
Becca: "I fell..I fell..so fast..so fast..can't hold myself back."
JC: "HAHA Oh my gosh why do you sing the echos?"
Becca: "High heels..high heels..red dress...RED DRESSSS!! All by yourself gotta catch my breath!"
JC: "Oh my gosh your so weird. You sing the background parts."

Now I'm on my own how I let you go I'll never understand

Hello.

I'm so tired. I woke up at like 9:30 and freaking Marshall didn't tell me bye. He's gone to Wyoming =[
I'm so upset he didn't tell me bye. I think all these thoughts like what if I never see him again or what if something happens to him and I didn't tell him bye. The last thing I said to him was "I love you too! Goodnight!"
=[

So Cassie and me went to Downtown Pizza and Billie came and sat and talked with us. Then we saw Mack and he talked to us. He was my Spanish buddy. I have a random picture of us from last year haha. Then Cassie, Billie, and myself went to the park and rode around and to get gas, and then we took Billie back to her car so she could meet Olivia.

Then Cass and me went to that cheerleading fitting. Oh my gosh nothing fit me. My ass showed and I was like Carlie tell Mrs.Plott I'm not coming out there in front of those girls with a skirt that shows my ass. So she got me a new size. It was short as well. I couldn't bend down without flashing someone. And the top I couldn't even get off. It sucked.

Then I went to the park and sat in my car for an hour waiting on Billie and we went to McDonalds and walked.

I think I'm going to Atlanta tomorrow. So I'm extremely bummed. I really wanted to hangout with Nathan because I haven't seen him in FOREVER and it really extremely upsets me. So I'm gonna watch The Notebook or Sex In The City either one works because they both make me cry. And I'm gonna eat some ice cream.


Quote of the day:
Becca: "Your like Marshall..I'm not calling you a whore, but he's a manwhore."
Billie: "Really? He's a manwhore?"
Becca: "Yeah he says him and ******* aren't dating but shes always at our house and sleeps over. But I think its because he has no one and he knows she'll do anything and he just doesn't want to be lonely. Like you haven't done anything in a REALLY long time and you just wanted to have that feeling back and stuff and let it remind you what it was like."

















It wasn't for nothing...it was for love.

Your on the phone with your girlfriend shes upset shes going on about something that you said

cause she doesn't get your humor like I do. I'm in my room its a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like she'll never know your story like I do..


So today was okayy.

I woke up at like 7:40 and thought Cassie and me would be in time to get McDonalds. BUT I was wrong. We got to McDonalds and sat in line and I had to be at the gym in like 10 minutes so we went in and we got our food, and when I was getting my drink they didn't have sweet tea. So I had to get unsweet..sick. Then we got to the gym at like 8:50 and I was already late so I had to like hurry up and eat my breakfast. Tehn I coachd until 11 and this girl tinkled on me. Ew. I freaked. I had this one boy named Lucious and he was like "et's go to the it the it the it!" and I was like what the crap are you saying. He was really saying lets go to the pit. Then I met Billie at the Diamond Center around 11:00 and we took our forms to Mrs.Plott and explored the Primary School because we haven't been there in forever. It seems a lot smaller than I remember it. Then we went to Burger King and the Park.

At 5 I had to go back and work. I don't think I have to work night classes anymore and that makes me sad because I love my little pre schoolers. Only the three I had last night. haha. The rest...well yeah. I had Emma, Courtney, and Caylee. Me and Caylee are buddies. She was sad because her mom was sick. I would babysit that kid any day. She's so sweet. Then we had a whole bunch of kids for the second class...haha Leila of course, was the meany. They wouldn't listen though she yelled at them. I tried to be as nice as I could. BUT then I got kicked in the mouth so I got in a bad mood. Then Mrs.Shelley told Daniel and me we needed to work out with the next class which were cheerleaders and I was like uhmm fine. I'm not staying long though and Daniel was spotting me on a back tuck and I like face planted the floor. My nose is bruised. Whatever. Mrs.Shelley freaked out and she was like sit down and when you feel better you can drive home, call your mom and tell her what happened and I was like you call her I'm in pain. So she did. haha

This is exactly how I went but I face planted it.


Now I'm just sitting here.



Quote of the day:
(Daniel and me at work)
Becca: "Hold on I hate when parents watch me."
Daniel: "Just go. Be a show off thats what I like to do."
(I did something)
Daniel: "OH MY GOSH! PLEASE DON'T TELL ME YOU JUST DID THAT!"
Becca: "What I was making sure I didn't smell bad!"
Daniel: "Ugh just go."
Becca: "Spot me a lot because I haven't done one in forever"
Daniel: "I always do."
(I face plant it)
Daniel: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BECCA ARE YOU OKAY!?!?!"
Mrs. Shelley: "DANIEL THATS NOT FUNNY! BECCA GET UP ARE YOU OKAY!?!"
Becca: "Ow my nose!"
Daniel: "HAHAHAHA!"
Becca: "Shut up DANIEL!"

haha that was hilarious

I hope you think my favorite song, the one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake, When you think happiness, I hope you think: "That little black dress" think of my head on your chest, And my old faded blue jeans

Hello.

I'm so mad because my myspace isn't working right now. It like lets me online and then cuts me off of it. It's really pissing me off. I think I'm getting a virus on my computer because all this virus shit keeps popping up.

Today:
Marshall and my dad woke me up, and Marshall made a comment: "You look dead." Thanks dude. Then we watched my homecoming video. Then we all got ready and went out on the lake and I went on the boat with Marshall and his friends (we ditched the family thing) and my mom got so pissed. But we all had fun. When we came back to our dock, Marshall was getting off the boat and he lost his shoe in the lake haha. Then we walked over to Aunt Sandi's to where the family was. Aww Suzanne's dog is so cute. His name is Brady I just love him.

Tomorrow is going to suck sooooooooo bad. I have to freaking work and be there at 8:45 until like 11 and then I have to go to give the donut forms to Mrs. Plott. And then I don't know what I'm gonna do, probably go back home until 4 and then go BACK to work until 8 and then come back home.

Ugh.

Well I'm gonna get off here.

xoxo
BecCa


Quote of the day:
"You don't need be someone who makes you miserable. You need someone who has a positive outlook on life and yourself. Not someone who doensn't trust or believe in you."

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when I know your about to cry.
I know your favorite songs and you tell me bout your dreams, I think I know where you belong I think you know its with me

Hello

Today was good.
I woke up..and it was to late to go to church. I straightened my hair and met Billie at the Ingles shopping center.
We went to my grandma's house.
Then we went to Mexican and our waitress was such a bitch. Billie was sitting in sticky stuff and the woman had a really weird voice and she was like "It's water I promise" and Billie was like I don't care can we not move? But we ended up moving and Billie asked for some more coke and the woman heard her and looked right at her and just walked away. And I ordered french fries and she didn't bring them to me and told me like when I was finished eating that the fryer wasn't working or something.
Then my mom called and told me Cassie was mad that we didn't take her so we went and picked her up and we went to Arts In The Park and got my painting then went back to the car to get Billie's card and she got a painting they are very beautuiful. AWW we forgot to get pictures with them Billie. Then we went and got ice cream yum. my treat =] and then while we were eating this random old guy told us to call our boyfriends and make them come over there to help the guy move things and I was like uh yeah..He gave me the uh oh feeling. Then he told us we should buy his art and I told him I was poor and he was like well your wearing GOLD SHOES and I had nothing to say to that. He also asked us where we lived. Then we were leaving and he said Cassie was a trouble maker or something he was just weird. And I did ask some random kid where she got a smoothie haha. Now I'm sitting here watching Jon and Kate Plus 8

Tomorrow: Memorial Day.
We are going to my aunt's house. And going out on the lake. I think a bunch of people are showing up. Ugh. I don't wanna go.

Quote of the day:
Becca: "We look like celebrities."
Billie: "We do. Like Lauren and Audrinia!"

Hold on another day because love is on its way.

Hello.
I woke up today at 6 because i forgot to turn my alarm off of my phone and then i went back to sleep and woke up at like 12 anticipating on cleaning today.

But my mom called and shes like lets go eat and I said okay! Then she called me and told me my grandma was coming, and then my dad came. So we met my mom and grandma at Sue's Restaurant. Then me and dad went to the Marina to look at our house from across the lake, and then we went to Morganton Point and then we went to Arts In The Park in Downtown Blue Ridge. They had some pretty neat stuff. I wanna go back tomorrow to get some things. They had this amazing painting that I REALLY want. My dad was like talking to this woman about his shirt. He talks to anyone it freaks me out. One day he's going to die by talking to someone he doesn't know haa jk jk jk.

Now I'm about to clean yay

Tomorrow Billie and me are going to all my families houses. And I'm going to show her around my town.

Quote of the day:
(Watching Marshall make a quiz)
Becca: "You can put who is my favorite sister and then I can pick BECCA and get it right."
Marshall: "I don't have a favorite sister..I dislike both of you the same."
Becca: "Dick! I dislike you more! You can't have anymore of my cookies!"

Billie watch this video

everyone's looking around thinking i'm going crazy, but i don't care what they say i'm in love with you

Hello bloggers.
Billie. Good to see you reading this

Today was the last day of school.

1st block: i made my cheat sheet for the algebra 2 final. Im so happy she let us have one.
2nd block: we took the final and I PASSED
3rd block: Billie and me went to get Mrs.Payne's BBQ Sandwich. And we talked to Chris, Melanie, and I said hey to Robby and Michael and Billie thought that was very strange. I know you did Billie because it was random as crap. "Do you even talk to them?" Yes I do. Then we played corn hole. haha Sorry Billie but I have to say Me and Dustin kicked yalls buttocks you should of been on my team. haha I think yall really won though haha. I sucked so bad.
4th block: Ansley came in that class and me, Laurel, Heather and some other chicks played Catch Phrase haha
Laurel: "They call the U.S. this."
Christy: "Pot."
Laurel: "Pot what?"
Becca: "THE POT SMOKING COUNTRY!"
Laurel: :HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOO!!"

Then they called the upcoming Seniors to leave and everyone was like YAYYYY CLASS OF 2010!!!!!!!

Haha.

Then I went and ate with some friends, I feel really sick right now.

I woke up at 3 last night with bad cramps and throwing up. Ughh

Now I'm sitting here. Typing. I think I'm gonna have a movie night tonight.

Quote of the day:
Becca: "Bye Jordan LOVE YOU MEAN IT!"
Jordan: "Bye Becca love you mean it!"
Becca: "Bye Nathan! LOVE YOU MEAN IT!"
Nathan: "LOVE YOU JUST SAYING IT!"
Becca: "Dick."

You showed me something that I couldn't see You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

I just realized,

I need a lot of people in my life.

I can lose some people who aren't real "friends."

or because they're a bad influence.

After seeing and realizing what the people were like at the detention center, I don't want to hangout with people who do pot, or marijuana. I need to stop hanging out with those people so I can be a better person.

If I were in a car with them and they were doing that stuff, I could get arrested as well as them. I don't want that to happen to me.

I don't need the people who tell me how to live my life and what I'm going to do in the future. I don't need the people who tell me how dumb and stupid I am, and how I'm not going to go anywhere in life. That's kind of a little harsh. I don't need people like that in my life who just make fun of me and take advantage of me everyday. It's just not right. No one knows where your going to go in life except God. And If you believe that your going to get somewhere...you probably will.

That kind of stuff makes me have a very low self esteem and I'm tired of not sleeping and feeling like crap every day almost. It's like most of the time I try to smile instead of smiling all the time like I used to.

So I'm going to put on a new attitude.

I just want to be a better, nicer, and respectful person.

And that's what I'm going to try to be.

I want to put others before myself. I think thats a good character trait.

I watched from a distance as you made life your own every sky was your own kind of blue

Hello.

Today was better.
I made a 72 on my Spanish final! It made my grade go up! YAY

1st block: we played Mario Kart
2nd block: we reviewed for our final..shit I forgot we get to make a cheat sheet I need to do that
3rd block: we ate pizza
4th block: i went to sleep

Then I went to the park to walk and there was a snake and I freaked out ahh i hate snakes sooo much. I saw many of my friends there. Cody, Jc, John, etc. Cody and Jc are like my brothers, if someone hurts me, they're coming after you. I just love them.

I'm so hungry..so I'm waiting on my madre to get me something to eat.

Tomorrow should be fun
Last day of school =]

Im so happy.
This summer is going to be ah-mazing

Sunday should be grand. Adventure time.

Kara, Me, and Laurel on U-lympics Day

Quote of the day:
Becca: "It's like guys have a radar when you stop thinking about them, they talk to you."
Billie: "Yeah I know! Like ****** you should see his picture he's gotten a lot hotter!"


Billie the pretty song!

You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around You make me crazier

Hello!

Today sucked ass.

1st block: we had a final and I failed it..but i passed the class thank GOD!
2nd block: we took a test and i made a 47
3rd block: we didn't really do anything
4th block: I went into Mrs.Paynes room

I was just stressed out because of the tests i had today =[
and I was mean to Dustin..i should apologize. he told me someone said i could rot in hell and then he told me i was a fucking bipolar bitch
it made me very sad.

Tomorrow: I'm eating sushi with Billie and her family

2 more days of school!

Quote of the day:
Robby: "We have to watch a baby being born."
Becca: "Awesome!"
Robby: "Noo the woman has a hairy vagina! I wanna see it!"
Becca: "Everyone has seen this except me I wanna see it too!"
Laurel: "Noo BECCA! We're going to Mrs.Payne's."

Ugh I really wanted to see it as disgusting as it sounds.

I'm so over it I've been there and back

TODAY sucked.

1st block: it was the worst 3 mother effing horse shoe hours i have ever gone through
so therefore, im not talking about it

3rd block: we presented our serial killers
very interesting

then i went and coached. gah i was so mean and mrs shelley was like be nice today its the last day before summer and we're like okay! but they wouldn't mind so i got mean. then dp and me tumbled and he threw me in the pit and he came in too so i was on top of him and im really sore now.

and im afraid im gonna fail algebra 2 and spanish 2

ahahhhahhhhh im soo scared

Quote of the day:
Becca: "Wait Dustin or Justin?"
Billie: "Dustin, D, as in da da da Dum dum!"
Becca: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

I got that new I'm a single girl swag Got me with my girls and we're singin' it

Hello gorgeous people.

Today was a good day.

We only had two classes today: 2nd and 4th block

ONLY 4 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!

2nd block: we learned something new. It's easy but I'll fail the test. Then we had free time for 3 hours so I worked on Human Anatomy work while Dustin and Kyle and Daniel watched me color...guy and girl parts.

4th block: We watched Land Before Time 1,2,and 3.

Then I met Nathan at the park, then Billie and me went to see Hersh, Lydia, and the rest of the crew, then we went to watch Laken's game shes very good, I saw this guy take a picture of me. Weird. Then we went to Mexican. Ahaha. AHAHAHA. I don't know something happened and I don't even know what it was and I'm laughing! Then we came back to the park then we went and got gas in my car and went to Burger King for my padre, then we went back to the park and talked to Hersh, then I took her back to her car and now I'm fixing to straighten my hair.

AHH SPANISH 2 FIANLS TOMORROW PLEASE PRAY FOR ME
I'M GONNA FAIL.

So i just had a random memory
When we were at the fair me, billie, cody, and hersh all rode the circle thing that goes upside down in a circle and cody and hersh already rode it and billie and me haven't and there were two seats that faced each other like a little group of four. so billie and me sat side by side and hersh and cody. so cody,was screaming, ACTING like he was scared "to make us feel better" it made me feel worse though. idk it was funny because i saw him today and he was like "we need to go to the next fair together and ride that awesome ride so yall can piss on yourselves like you almost did. AHHH!!" hahaha he cracks me up

Quote of the day:
Cody: "AHH MOMMAA!!! NO HANDS!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!"
Becca: "CODY SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!"
Cody: "WHOOO I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO AHHH IM SO SCARED!!!!!!"

xoxo
bEccA

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, I'm sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos

taking them off cause I feel like a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you

The only thing about today that topped it off was getting to see Billie. We watched Running With Scissors in Alex's bedroom and we both fell asleep during the movie.
And it was a really good movie.
Then we went to sale donuts.

Then I came home.
And I find it humerus that my brother shops at Rue 21.
He came in my room asking me I liked his pants and a shirt and cologne.
I was like Rue 21 is very cheap for cute clothes.

Haa.

I don't have much to say.
or do.

I think I'm going to bed early tonight.

I wish I knew how to cook.

Quote of the day:
"First of all, homeboy is not cute. I don’t know what you’re all into. I can see ribs. I like a little meat on my man"

and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

you say your fine i know you better than that, say what you doing with a girl like that?



hello.
I'm sooooooo tired.
I woke up at 7:15 and got ready to go to work for parents day at the gym. Then I picked Cassie up and we went and ate McDonalds, and then we went to the gym. It wasn't as bad as I figured it would be. My girls were good, and I only had one show up for the last class I taught.
Then Daniel, Cassie, and me went ate at Blimpies. Actually its Blimpie. But I like Blimpies better.
Then we went and saw our mom at NGT she was doing some business thing and there were so many cute clothes, purses, and shoes. I'm so going shopping soon =]

Then I came home and took a four hour long nap. And I'm still tired. I'm also extremely sore. I can barely walk and its killing me. I think I broke my finger though no joke. I was helping this little kid do something and my finger popped back and it hurts soo much. I'm really hungry too. I wanna go to a really nice place to eat...but thats just my wish thats not gonna come true. =[


Tomorrow: Church, go eat with Nana, then we are having family over.

My picture with "The Pimps"
They made their on page in my yearbook called "The Pimp Page" where only Dustin, Kyle, and Tyler can sign, but Connor signed on that page, and someone else. And Monica haha and shes a girl!

Dustin!

Kyleness!

Quote of the day:
Cassie: "You broke my heart Daniel and thats the honest truth."
Daniel: "I didn't break your heart Cassie."
Cassie: "YES YOU DID!! You wouldn't go out with me and now your saying people in my grade are hot! and it hurts."
Daniel: "Your so funny Cassie."

The funny thing is though is that Cassie is not lying. He really did break her heart.

Just a boy in a Chevy truck that had a tendency of getting stuck on back roads at night

and I was right there beside him all summer long..

Hello! Today was GREAT!

Actually this morning sucked. I shall tell you about it.

So my mom was supposed to bring me shorts for the U-lympics. And breakfast and meet me at the gas station. So I figured yay I don't have to wake up so early. So I woke up at 6:30 instead of 6:15 and in Blairsville, that makes a big difference. Anyways, she calls me at 6:55 and shes like I can't get you breakfast I'll be late and I was so mad because I wasn't even ready. I left my house at like 7:03 and I got to McDonalds at like 7:25 and waited in line for like 10 minutes and when I got my food I noticed I was missing a hashbrown. Your probably thinking whoo big fucking whoop your missing a hashbrown, but I was in the U-lympics so I had to eat. And I went in and told them I was missing a hashbrown so then there was this HUGE truck that delivers the food to Mcdonalds, and I couldn't drive around or anything I was pretty blocked so I couldn't get out and this guy like made me kinda pull into the drive thru lane to let the truck through. I was soo irritated and finally I got to the gas station at like 7:50. But thats not all.
I get to school and I went to Mrs.George's room to talk to her because I didn't wanna go to my homeroom and then I realized I forgot to get money out from my car to buy gum. So I went to my car and I was out of breath. It wasn't good. Then I saw Landon and I was like hey lets walk to homeroom together because they're right beside each other (kinda) actually his is wayyy out there and mine is just outside in the gym. Anyways, I stop on the third floor to get gum and Landon leaves me so he can get a ride up to his homeroom. "Sorry Becca but it beats walking!" I was so pissed. Then I get to my homeroom and change from sweat pants to shorts. And I was a nervous wreck because I don't run. All in all, I kicked ass in that relay race. I had to go first because they thought I would be the slowest but I came in 2nd out of 4 girls who run cross country, and the Juniors came in 2nd for class of the year. We kicked some major butt. I was happy.





Quote of the day:
Dustin: "Hey BJ!"
Becca: "I swear Dustin if you call me that again I'll do something bad...I will..well i don't know yet."
Dustin: "HEY BJD is your initials..Blow Dustin! HAHA"
Becca: "WHAT??EWWWWWWW DUSTIN! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD SAY THAT!"
Dustin: "HAHAHAHAHA ITS TRUE."
Becca: "UGH HOW SICK!!! EWWW!"

i love this video

if you can't live it down might as well live it up

What a great day
I passed my Spanish test YAY

1st block: test
2nd block: learned about logs and how to use it on a calculator. and i almost got gang banged.
3rd block: we went to the jail. it was soo scary. i have interesting stories from there but i don't feel like typing them.
4th block: we finished dissecting the pigs and we made an 104
WHOOTT WHOOT

Then I went to the park and then the Powder Puff Game
it was very very intense

I sat with Daniel, Tyler, Dustin, and Kyle.

Then we went to the Mexican

Then I went home and I need to get ready for tomorrow!!
We get our yearbooks!




Quote of the day:
Kyle: "Becca likes PENIS!"
Becca: "Ew KYLE! I never intend on trying that."
Kyle: "BECCA LIKES VAGINE!"
Becca: "EWWWWW KYLE SICK!"

Best friends in a pickup truck, we were Panama City bound

Hello!
What a glorious day

It was a very good day.

1st block: I didn't have to do what the rest of the class was doing because she told us three times to work on a worksheet and no one was doing it but me, Timmy, and Jade and so she just gave us a 100 for doing it. we didn't even have to finish it.
And Caleb and I made a 100 on our quiz

2nd block: we learned more things about LOG(s)

3rd block: we finished our movie

4th block: we dissected the pigs. it was awesome today, we took out the intestines, liver, pancreas, spleen, and the stomach. and i cut the stomach and poop came out that was gross. haha

Tomorrow:
1st block: TEST =[
2nd block: idk
3rd block: Field trip to the jail WHOOT WHOOT
4th block: finishing the dissection of pigs
After school: I might go eat with Billie and Daniel and then we're going to the PowderPuff game!

Quote of the day:
(Beau singing)
Beau: "I'm cutting the intestine! The intestine The intestine!"
Becca: "Hahaha your so weird."
Beau: "Is that not okay if i talk to a dead pig and sing?"
Becca: "Its perfectly fine Beau. Little Piglet enjoys it."

We named our pig Piglet.

Ah to hell with all the small town small talk I’ve had enough It ain’t their place to judge

Hello today was a better day.

Coaching with Leila Catherine and Daniel..and Kasey was fun tonight. Mrs.Shelley left early so Daniel, Leila, Catherine, and me stayed until 8:15 and talked. Then Daniel and me ate Burger King, then we got gas, and then we went to Mcdonalds so he could an oreo mcflurry.

1st block: We had a spanish quiz and she made us write our names down on a piece of paper and put them in a box so we could pick partners and I got Caleb. Phew.. we knew some stuff on it but he used his book and if we got caught we would have gotten a zero and then Mrs.Day went to the bathroom so Brady and Josh gave us all the answers. And that was first block. So HOPEFULLY we passed that quiz.
2nd block: We learned this new LOG stuff. It's really weird. Oh my gosh and Daniel told our whole corner i had on blue panties. and then he was like meet me in the pit tonight I'll be wearing my leopard thong. he's soo perverted but you have to love DP.
3rd block: we watched Runaway Jury, its very confusing.
4th block: we dissected the pig. and Beau freaking made me go get it and I went and got it and when Mrs.Rich was giving it to me out of a bag full of juice her tongs slipped and the pig fell back in the bag and juice got on me. it was so nasty.

Then Billie and me went to the park and then to Mcdonalds then we went and got our JUNIOR shirts. Even if we are going to be seniors in 8 days. =]

Wednesday: dissecting pigs
Thursday: going to the jail and dissecting pigs and the powderpuff game.
Friday: U-lympics and Yearbook signing the best day



Quote of the day:
Billie: "Go for it Beccaboo. Its like a summer love....i mean summer fun...i mean summer FLING!"

If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here

Today was a really really good day until about 5:00.

Well first off I only got like five hours of sleep last night so that sucked.

First block: we learned endings to Spanish words.
Second block: We took a test and I made a 60 on it.
Third block: we presented our serial killers. We didn't go though we go next week. but this one guy had a penis chandelier. like he cut off the guys penis' and made them into a chandelier. And he would cut off women's breast and made them into a belt it was nasty. OH and he made peoples skulls cup holders. eww
Fourth block: we watched a movie and did a cross word puzzle.

Then I had a cheerleading meeting. Cheerleading is going to suck so bad.We have to condition for four days a week. Its like boot camp. Then after that I took cassie to the diamond center to get money and then we went to Zaxby's and got her something to eat and then back to the diamond center to bring my mom her food and then we went to the park so she could sing her song to ansley and then i took her to the gym.

So today I realized that I can't trust A LOT of people. I was talking to Clay and he gave me a lot of advice. I'm so glad he gets the point that we're JUST friends now. Anyways, its hard to finally realize that your friends with the wrong people and all they do is lie about things that you DON'T do. It's so stupid and it makes me look bad so nobody will be my friend or like me. I have plenty of friends BUT if that person keeps making things up like they are i won't have any friends at all. I just don't know what to do. I'm soo upset. Its been a long time since I've been this upset. I think I'm gonna stop right here. I'm getting very emotional. I hate being nice to people and then get punished for it. It's not right. I try to be the best person I can but I seem to not be able to do that.



quote of the day:
Casey: "BECCA BECCA BECCA!"
Becca: "Hey I haven't talked to you in a while."
Casey: "Where have you been?"
Becca: "In Never never land."
Casey: "Whoah thats a long ways away!"
Becca: "I know its great!"

You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for to long thats wrong

I'm listening to Christmas music.

I know how weird right?

Today I woke up to my mom calling and texting me like crazy. Ugh. I need to start putting my phone on silent. I didn't go to church because I was so tired and she told me to be at my grandma's house at 12:15 so I was there at 12 and no one was there and the door was locked so I sat in my car until 12:50. It sucked really bad. Then we all ate and then we went to Mimi's and took tons and tons of pictures.

Tomorrow:
I'm really not looking forward to school =[

After school we have a cheerleading meeting. Boring.

Thursday: we go to the jail and I'm going to the Powder Puff game. I'm really looking forward to that.
Friday: We get our yearbooks and we have U-lympics..so we have no class all day =] =] =]

SO today I was thinking about how billie and me planned to do a whole bunch of shit this sumer and I just need to write it down so I don't forget it:
-Go to Six Flags. (Me and Billie)
-Go out on the lake. This would be pretty much everyday for me since i live on the lake.
-Go out to this cafe in McCaysville. (Billie and me)
-Go to Sonic. (Cassie and I)
-Go to Hilton Head. June 26-July 4 (Billie Ansley and myself)
-Go to the Church of God to hear people talk in tongue. (Billie and me)
-Get a car (me)
-Go to Atlanta for the weekend. (Me Elizabeth Suzanne Cassie Katy Bonnie)
-Go to Panama City (Family)
-Go to Six Flags (with the gang: Mark, Connor, Casey, Michelle, Wendy, Jordan, J.C., Nathan Decarlo, Lydia, Jessica)
-Go to Sugar Shack after every Tuesday morning that we coach (daniel and me)
-Go on a road trip. (whoever wants to come along)

thats all i can think of right now




Quote of the day:
(Billie reading my brothers blog)
Billie: "I didn't realize your brother was that cool.
These were my favorites:
56. Not wearing a belt. Just as bad is wearing a brown belt with black shoes, or a black belt with brown shoes.
71. Bitchassness. This includes the act of being a bitch, pussy, or an ass hole in general. Grow up punk.
And the thing about showing up to court and being told to come back
Haha.
Someone should make a movie about your family."

i'll bring you flowers for no occasion

It is 12:06 AM as I'm tying this.
So today:
I met my madre and Cassie at Pizza Hut, we had a lovely lunch together. Then we went to my grandma's house and met my cousins there. And then Naterbug came =]
I haven't seen him in ages.
Then I went and picked Billie up and we watched Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.
I have to say it was the best movie I have seen in a long long time.
BUT it made me cry and it made me think a lot.
Billie and me were talking on the way home, and I told her I thought guys we're just players. That's all they are. They just want someone to hangout with and have someone think that they love them. It's very confusing if you didn't see the movie. But then, when the guy makes the girl fall in love with them, they dump her just like that and don't care about that girl anymore. Then the girl that gets dumped, cries for days and days and days over this jerk.
In other case of scenario, guys like to play you.
I've been played many times. Recently in fact. Theres this guy and I thought he liked me and everything but the more I came to like him he just acted weird and kind of quit talking to me and I feel totally played. I shouldn't even be talking to this guy at all but I still talk to him in class a little. He used to walk me to class and everything but now he doesn't. I don't know I just think guys need to grow up and if they really like you then they need to grow some balls and tell you they like you, if they don't like you fuck them, your wasting your time and you can find someone much better than that ass hole.
Some guys, very few guys, are not like that. Some guys treat their girlfriends with respect and treat them like a princess. And that guy really loves them. But if you ask me when it all comes down to it, all girls think they will have that perfect relationship and they'll live like a fairytale..happily ever after..well thats reality not the real world. In the real world, you fall in love, get your heart broken, and fall in love with another dick head. I don't understand why or how we fall in love with dicks and ass holes, but it happens. Its not really love though. It takes a while for a person to really really love someone. Love is so overrated sometimes. I want a guy that would bring me flowers for no occasion, and who is always there for me and doesn't tell me what to do or who to hangout with, I want a guy that deserves to be with me, not me deserving to be with him, and I want a guy that is nice to my friends and my friends like him. I know thats a lot to ask for but I'm hoping like all the other girls out there, that kind of guy will come along. It might not ever happen, but it just might. This is just my thought of the day. If you read this thanks I really appreciate it.

Becca

watch my life pass me by in the rearview mirror

Good morning.

Ah. It doesn't even feel like I just woke up. It feels like its been hours. I'm so tired. I woke up at 10:30 AM today. And now its 11:23 AM. Ugh. It seems like I have so much to do today.
-Go to Blairsville and eat with Cassie and Mom at Fatz.
-Got to Ansley's and Billie's softball team carwash.
-Go eat with Billie and whoever else wants to come.
-Go Mother's Day Shopping.
-Go get gas.
-Go to the movies.

I just took a shower, actually I did right when I got up and I wish I had time to straighten my hair, but I guess its gonna go curly today. I'm gonna try to take pictures as well. I'm just ready to eat really good food. I have to be in Blairsville by 2:00. That's three hours. Wow. My hair will not dry that fast. Life sucks sometimes ha. Oh my gosh my shoulder is killing me. Thursday, Erik (Ansley's boyfriend) was backing my car our for me and he opened the door and wouldn't get out and I went up to him and he slammed the breaks and the door hit me in the shoulder. It hurt so bad. It was funny though. haha

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. I haven't got my mom anything. I had this awesome present to give her but I have no money to get it =[ I feel like one of those kids you see on TV shows and they save all their money for something for their mom and they get to get it. but its hard to save money when you have a job that pays monthly and its only $20. And you have to buy gas every single day.

Well I'm gonna stop rambling on. I might update this tonight.

Quote of the day:
Becca: "maybe we'll have a class together in 2 more months."
Jordan: "We better."
Becca: "or...I'll cry."
Jordan: "I'll hit someone."
Becca: "Just make sure its someone whom I really dislike."

Yeah we've had our ups and downs but we always worked them out

hello.

This morning: went to the gas station with Ansley and ate breakfast..like every morning.
First block: we had a party and played don't forget the lyrics
Second block: we reviewed for our test on Monday.
Third block: we finished our powerpoint.
Fourth block: we watched a video about dissecting a pig.

We dissect the pig on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. I'm so excited. Beau, Laurel, and me are going to be in a group. And I'll try to take pictures.
I love lab days. It brings back old memories. I post pictures from back in the day labs.

Then after school I was supposed to go with Daniel to get Sugar Shack but they were closed and so Billie,Alex,Leah, and then Ansley all came to Wendy's and we got frosties and all that jazz. Then I went to Ansley's house and we watched Superbad.

Tomorrow: I'm hanging with Billie and Martin

All of these pictures are taken in Mrs.Poole's class LAST YEAR




Quote of the day:
(In human anatomy watching the pig dissection)
Beau: "DUDE BECCA WE HAVE TO BE IN A GROUP TOGETHER. WE'RE LIKE THE ONLY PEOPLE NOT DISGUSTED!"
Becca: "Hahaha we'll be in a group."
Laurel: "EWEWW EWW EWWW. Becca let's be together in a group."
Becca: "Haha okay."

I know there's nothing else to say

I love David Cook's new song: Come Back to me
It's so good

Today was a better day. I haven't slept like all week though. 10 more days of school left tomorrow!!!! WHOOT WHOOT

So the freshman came to the high school and our spanish class was yelling at them "Don't do drugs!" "Highschool sucks!" "I hate it here!" "LEAVE! THIS PLACE IS HELL!"
it was hilarious
their face was priceless

So thats what we did first block.
Second block: we took notes and learned about rationals
Third block: we worked on Ted Bundy powerpoint
Fourth block: We did our presentations

Tomorrow is FRIDAYYYYYYYY FINALLYYYY
this week has sucked so much



Quote of the day:
(Oh the joy of Human Anatomy)
Beau: "Hi I'm John whats your name?"
Becca: "Ummm urghhh C---... Clifford!!"
Beau: "What an unusual name..Clifford the big red dog!"

My parents say that I'm lazy

Hello bloggers.

Today was the worst.
Even more worst than yesterday.

So my dad woke me up in the middle of the night just to tell me that my dog killed a possum...a big possum. And I was so mad.

First block: we learned some new words...
Second block: we took a quiz and i failed it
Third block: we worked on our serial killer..Ted Bundy.
Fourth block: we did presentations ah i have to go tomorrow

So today I forgot to bring a white shirt to cheerleading tryouts and i called my mom and she brought me one but it was soo long. So i freaked out and left and my mom called me yelling at me telling me she wasn't buying me a car or anything. So then Mrs.Plott called me and she said, "Becca get your ass over here to the gym. I want you on my squad and your going to make it. So get your ass up here. I love you and I'll see you in a few minutes."
And I went to the gym and I didn't do half of the dance or the cheer BUT I STILL MADE IT!!!!!!!!

And then Billie and me ate Mexican. Then we rode around town.

Quote of the day:
Becca: "If your wrong then you owe me a massage. If your right I owe you one."
Billie: "If your wrong then you owe me a massage, and if your right than you owe me one."
Becca: "Ok..WAIT NO!! YOU TRICKED ME!"

Yeahh we went out last night

Hello!

Today sucked.

First block: we did nothing
Second block: we took notes. i hate math
Third block: we worked on a serial killers project.. and Billie and me have Ted Bundy. Creepy guy.
Fourth block: we did presentations

Then we had tryouts.. And I really suck..
Then Kasey and me went to work...and those kids were awful today.

Now I'm working on my project



Quote of the day:
Daniel: "Whoah Becca! You look REALLY pissed! What happened?"
Becca: "I am very pissed off right now."
Daniel: "I've never seen you this mad! Are you okay?"
Becca: "I'm about to kill someone."

I'm Thinking Of You

Hello.
Today was okay. I hated Cheerleading Tryouts. I suck.

First block: we did nothing..and today was senior skip day.
Second block: I was at the doctors.
Third block: we did nothing..because we had like 5 people there in the class.
Fourth block: we worked..

Then we had cheerleading tryouts. So their putting the basketball and football cheerleaders together for tryouts, which I think is very lame. So I hated it..every fucking second of it.

Then Billie and me went to McDonalds, and ate our feelings.
Then we practiced. Which didn't make me any better at all.


Quote of the day:
(In Human Anatomy)
Josh: "Your an idiot."
Becca: "Your a....HURLEY!"
Josh: "Your so stupid."
Becca: "Your a hurley because thats what it says on your shirt."

Called you for the first time yesterday

This weekend has gone by tooooo fast.

I'm listening to Love Bug right now. Oh my gosh did anyone watch the Jonas Brother's new show last night "JONAS" it was amazinggg

Friday: We went and saw Zac HOTfron in 17 Again. It was the best movie ever.
Saturday: Ugh I woke up at 5:30 AM to go take the SAT and I picked JC up and we went to Mcdonalds to get breakfast then we went and took that horrible SAT which I never want to take again. Then we went to eat Pizza Hut with Billie and then Billie and me went to see Ansley before prom. She looked beautiful.

Today: I'm working on my project thats due this week and i haven't started on it.

Tomorrow: CHEERLEADING TRYOUTS




Quote of the day:
Becca: "Ansley all the Hayesville girls are going to be jealous because you look so pretty."
Billie: "They'll be like oh hot damn!"