This time our song is playing until the very end.

Do you ever feel like no one at all is listening to you? And you just want to run away. I think I'm gonna go bowling again tonight. And just throw my anger at the ball. Then, I'm gonna buy batteries and play Wii boxing to get all my anger out. I need to clean my room. I'm talking to Billie on Myspace right now. I just realized that I'm really about to graduate. Three weeks from now it's going to be Christmas. Time is really going by fast. There's not a way to stop it either. Scary. This time this year I might be home for Thanksgiving. It just depends on how this whole thing in my life that I'm dealing with works out. J.c. gave me some kind words "Dang. Becca your going through more than any teenage girl should ever go through. Stay strong." I think life would be better if things wouldn't have happened around holiday season. But of course, my mom likes to make me miserable I think. She loves to see me upset because whenever I try to talk to her about whats going on, she just smiles at me. Then Cassie makes smart ass comments. It sucks so bad. I'm trying to get through this Christmas. I don't really care about it either. I'm just about to say shit on the holiday I'm getting nobody nothing. like nobody at all. I used to love Christmas. It's like when I talked to my brother's girlfriend Jessica last night, she said we went through the same thing and thats why she hates Christmas and doesn't spend it with her family. Hmm I don't know what to think. I wanna do something exciting and something exciting for me though.
Blogging gets my emotions out.

You better be careful what you do I wouldn't wanna be in your shoes if they ever figured you out

Hello BlogWorld:

I'm soo happy it's finally Saturday.

Yesterday was a pretty swell day.

B Day was yesterday:

1st block: we watched Mrs.Williams do some thing for Thanksgiving.
2nd block: we watched Lord Of The Rings. I slept like half the movie. I felt like crap.
3rd block: we just listened to Coach Hunter talk about how lame Twilight is.
4th block: we did our presentations.

Then we had cheerleading practice.
Then I went to the gym to wait on Gracelyn to finish coaching. And Alie, and me and Gracelyn went to Zaxby's. Then Olivia and me went to see The Box. Well Gracelyn and Alie went too but we got separated and I ended up sitting by Olivia and this fat guy. haha that movie sucked so much. it was so weird. Olivia was like "AHH JESUS JESUS!!!" and the fat guy was like "SHOOT HIM! PUSH THE BUTTON!" and then Alie and Gracelyn and me went to Dairy Queen and ate ice cream. Then we were walking out and we dared Alie to go up to the window and just stare and she did. it was soo stinking funny.

Ah Monday is our first game. and i'm so nervous
I'm gonna suck so bad.

Quote of the day:
"A boy can learn a lot from a dog: obedience, loyalty, and the importance of turning around three times before lying down."
- Robert Benchley

So hard with my girls not around me, its definitely not a Blue Ridge Party.

Gosh I haven't blogged in forever.

Well... where do I even start?
Life is good right now.

I've been super super busy.

Filling out college applications, scholarship applications, Economics homework, and Algebra 3 homework.

Plus cheerleading and coaching.

Everything is pretty good though.

I have my days where I'm in a really bad mood or a really good day.

This past weekend was Fall Formal
I have to say it was pretty fun.
We did pictures at 3 and then ate at Tin Loong. Then we all went to Downtown Blue Ridge to walk. And then we went to the dance. It really was fun. Haha I made an idiot of myself dancing though. I looked retarded as crap.

Today was an A day:

1st block: we took a self actualization test.
2nd block: we watched Labor and Delivery. Ah I do not want kids after seeing that.
3rd block: she just asked us questions that's all about us. Like our favorite color and stuff like that. Like a survey you fill out on myspace.
4th block: I worked on Economics homework and we planned our new video Sibling Rivalry.

Tomorrow I have 2 tests. =[
Probably will fail them too. =[
and I have cheerleading practice.

Quote of the day:
"I'm in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is. Or maybe it's my heart thats doing the insisting. I can't really tell. You know that feeling?"

Fall Formal Pictures