How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You

Wednesday: I had a little bit of a voice.but not much of one at all..And I had cheerleading tryouts. To me, the cheers were lame and boring and weird. So I'm not going back today. Haha yesterday after lunch, my friend Andrew told this mentally retarded kid (not being mean) a knock knock joke and Sam like flipped out and started choking him. It was so funny and sad at the same time. And Sossei and Jacob had to like pull Sam off of Andrew. It was awful but funny.

Today: I'm soooooooooooo effin happy that my team won 3nd place in Jeopardy. We only have to do the terms and opinion question on the test. Thank God! and thank you for the smart people in my group: Mack and Jennifer.

I'm like emotionally a disaster right now.

I'm so sick and tired of being told what to do. It's so unfair and so uncool. I'm tired of going home to an unhappy mother and an unhappy sister. And my dad is like such an ass hole. My mom told me we might have to move because we're having really bad family problems right now, and I'm at my breaking point. I didn't sleep last night, and I had no intentions of going to school today, but of course I get told what to do and had to go. Sooo lame.

Well I have a test in every class tomorrow.
The only thing good that is happening tomorrow is that I'm going to the football game.
The Union one.

I'm gonna go now. That's all I have on my mind.

xoxo
Becca

I Was Counting On Forever Now I'll Never Know

Monday: I felt so sick. I barely had a voice.
Tons of homework.
Almost got in a wreck....twice.

Today: I'm sick. I have to coach. I don't know how I'm gonna coach if I have no voice. But whatever. The Secret Life Of The American Teenager comes on tonight! And I'll miss half of it =[

I love this song:

http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=40214597

This Can't Be Happening To Me

This is a story that happened on Wednesday:

So Billie and I decided we would go eat. So we met at the skate park and Houston and Justin decided they would go too. Houston rode with me and Justin rode with Billie. Well Houston's mom showed up at Burger King so we decided we would leave and see if they noticed. Haha. It was really weird and funny. Then they came out and went to this girls car and just like stared at her and she would never look at them haha. Then Houston said he needed something from CVS. And I'm like the worst parker in the history of the USA and we parked and I pressed the gas instead of the brake and I almost hit the building and I decided I would back into the parking space and we got out and Justin hit this car. Haha it was so funny. Then Houston just parked for me and we went into CVS and back to the skate park and I did my homework. Yay Billie I posted this just for you so you better comment on it.

This Is Just A Dream

Friday: Went to school. Took two tests. Made a 96 on Denmon's test! Sweet man. I didn't even study.

I love the beginning of new years so you have an average of 100. It makes me feel smart.


After school, JC and me went to my moms store and played with Nathan, and then we went to McDonalds to get him something to eat. Then we went to the gas station and I pumped my own gas. Yay me. Then we went to the car wash and waited on Eric to come meet us. Then we went to see House Bunny. That was a really good movie.

Today: I didn't sleep good last night. I kept waking up. And people kept calling and texting me and it was so lame. So I woke up at 8 because my mom and Cassie made a lot of noise getting up and then I called Billie to see what was so important and then I went back to sleep and woke up at 1:30 and I was like holy shit I have to be at my grandmas in 30 minutes. And thats like how long it takes me to go to my grandmas house and plus I had to get ready. So I went to Wendy's to get something to eat because I didn't know if their was gonna be food at her house. And now I'm at my grandma's right now for a family gathering. Whoo and my uncle just got stung by yellow jackets. Doesn't that suck?

Tomorrow: Church and coaches meeting =[
i really don't wanna go to that coaches meeting.

Well I'm gonna get off and interact with some family members.

Peace and love
Becca

Our song is the slamming screen door.

Hello People

Last night: I didn't get to go to the Jonas Brothers concert. =[
I'm so sad.

And they postponed cheerleading tryouts

Today: nothing fun happened.

I have two tests tomorrow =[

but maybe i'll go to the movies =]

life sucks right now

lifes tough get a helmet

Chicka chicka yeah!

AHHHHHHHHH I WANNA FREAKING GO TO THE JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!
as in Hayley, Erin, and me are going to go whether we get in or not.

Today nothing really happened. I took Melanie job hunting and Samy to work haha.

Well thats all
short update. haha

Wed: JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT
and Cheerleading tryouts I hope I make it =]

Thursday: Tryouts
Friday: Tryouts and going to see House Bunny =]

Get up and dance don't try and fight it

Hello!

Thursday Night didn't work out so well. I got to the park and talked to Lee. Then Billie and Ansley came down. And Billie ran over her bats haha. Then somehow Houston, Lee, Dustin, Dylan, Justin, Bonnie, and Cami thought they could come with us, so Houston, Justin, Dustin, and Dylan just like piled into my back seat and I made one of them get out which was Dustin. Haha anyways the Waffle House staff was pretty annoyed.

Friday: Ansley and me went to the skate park and Trisha and Ashley came. Oh and J.C. And we all hung out and went to Wendy's.

Saturday: I went to the skate park and we went to Wendy's again, and Eric came =]

Sunday: I went on the lake.

Today:
1st block: Got an essay to write. GAY
2nd block: GAY
3rd block: Homework
4th block: Haha we did this thing and I was on the British side it was so weird.

Well thats all I have time for right now. I will comment back tomorrow! I'm so sorry.
xoxo
Becca

High Heels, Red Dress

Hello fabulous people.
Today was so good. It was a wonderful day today! There's just one thing bothering me that we shall not mention.

1st block: Took some gay test
2nd block: Erin, Hayley, and me are in a group for this thing and we're all like in love with The Jonas Brothers, and Erin has Nick, I have Kevin, and Hayley has Joe, and we are determined to get tickets to their Atlanta concert, and we were like talking about it and sending them pictures and Mrs. Williams goes "OH THATS A GREAT IDEA! I'll go get my camera and you can take pictures and put them on the slide!" haha we weren't even talking about that. But we went outside by the globe and took pictures that "represent" our powerpoint. haha it was fun.
3rd block: Haha this kid Jordan kept squirrting water on this kid Sammy's paper and he was like QUIT IT haha I was cracking up.
4th block: nothing



Tonight: I'm going to dinner with Ansley and Billie.

I'm having sleepless nights.

I'm so ecstatic about tomorrow.

Me, Cody, Melanie and ANSLEY! are going Muddin'. Yes, muddin. Where you get your car stuck in mud. Haha.

1st block: I got made fun of cause I eat candy for breakfast haha. I'm reading a good book though =]
2nd block: Hayley, Erin, and me are in a group for some attitude thing. We got some hilarious pictures on our powerpoint.
3rd block: Dude that woman's a bitch. Ansley like bitched her out. Shes like CANT YOU JUST TEACH US ONE WAY!! haha it was so funny. And Cody yelled to the whole class WE'RE GOING MUDDIN!
4th block: Nothing. I have a lot of homework in there though.

Ok thats all for now =]
Beccaaa

I want to see your smiling face and those sparkling eyes

Hello!!

Yesterday: Went to school, hung out with JC, we went to Burger King and the park, and then I picked Cassie up and we went to Downtown Pizza.

Today:

1st block: nothing happened

2nd block: was gay

3rd block: Ansley makes my day

4th block: BORING

I have to coach tonight ew

Pictures from Sunday

I'm not gonna write you a love song..

Hello!

Goodness I'm so tired. Today as by far so great.

Saturday: Cassie and me went to the movies. We saw Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. It was soo cute. Then we went to Wendy's and got a frosty. And went home.

Today: I went to church. I just got back from being out on the lake. I will post some pictures tomorrow. We went tubing and Greg took us and some other people and he threw me off like 45734987534 times. I'm so sore. But it was all worth it. Now I'm doing this and I'm about to go to bed because I'm so tired, and its not even late at all.

Tomorrow: School =[
ew

Q: Is high school fun?
A: Sometimes. You just have to make the best out of it.

Why does everything bad always happen to me????

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freaking today sucked ass.

i have no one i like in my 1st block and Mrs.Atkins is like "I MISSED YOU SO MUCH BECCA!" in front of the whole class. 2nd block Mrs. Williams makes me do this weird stuff with tooth paste in front of the whole damn class. 3rd block was ok.. I had to eat lunch with people I didn't like though. 4th block was ok but it was really boring.

So i get to the Diamond Center to get that car and my mom is like you can't drive it and I'm like causing a scene in front of Billie's mom and her sister and Leah and Cassie and shes like it doesn't have a tag. and i go you fixed it! and she goes you might get stopped so I just started screaming and kicking things. I'm in the worst mood ever and theres nothing at all that can make me feel better right now. It just pisses me off so damn much.

I don't even feel like blogging right now.
I'm gonna get off here.
And I will comment back tomorrow hopefully.

I'm Burning Up For You Baby.

All I can see is you!

Last night: We went to Goody's and we saw Jessica, Marshall's girlfriend and she was like Marshall and me are getting a new dog! And I was like dude, he just put his dog to sleep and he's already getting another one? And shes like yeah! Everyones pretty much pissed at that because he'll take care of a dog and not his kid. Fag. Then I got home and cleaned my room. Its so clean now, it tickles me to death! And my closet is all organized. I'm so happy.

Today: Well in about an hour Olivia, Billie, and Ansley maybe, are going to Nancy's to eat. Then, I'm taking Lauren to look at the white bulldog thats for sale at the kids house that I babysit for, then I'm going to get my hair done, and then I'm going to go home and take a shower and get ready for school tomorrow.

I cannot believe school is already starting. I'm really happy I have a class with Ansley and Olivia and Connor and Casey. It excites me. But thats the only thing I'm excited for. 11th grade is gonna be soo freaking hard. SAT's ew.

Mmmok well I'm gonna get off here and I'll post some pictures of the hair if I like it.
xoxo
BEccA

Best Friends:
Your Best Friends If:

You call them and wake them up at 9 or 10 in the morning.
You leave them a voice message saying "Get your ass up."
You go out to lunch every now and then.
You can tell them anything and they still tell at least one person.
You comment each other on Myspace instead of calling them.
You call them a "hobo." {HAHA BILLIE!}
You can't go a day without talking to them.
You do everything together.
You have at least gotten aggravated or pissed off at them once.
You two have songs. (Why yes we do. Billie and me have "Things I'll Never Say" "Low" "Cyclone" "Shake It" "Take A Bow" "True Friend" and Olivia and me have all the Taylor Swift songs.)
You call each others parents mom and dad.
You can call each other at midnight and not be mad at all.
You can tell each other anything and everything.
You can quote each other.
In fact: you just have a book of quotes.
You can recite each others wardrobes.
You love shopping with them.
You like the same things.

Sometimes it feels like its all moving way to fast.

Good Afternoon.

This day has kinda gone by fast.

I just got done babysitting. I'm really excited about hanging out with Billie and everyone tomorrow. Its like a last day of summer reunion before school starts.

Ok so I was babysitting today and the girl I babysit is in 5th grade and she was like telling me how this boy told her he loved her and he kept calling her babe and baby and I just started cracking up. I mean seriously, she thinks shes gonna be with this guy for her whole life and I'm like Autumn your gonna be with this dude all throughout school and shes like yeah. and I go ok whatever. So I'm interested to see what happens. I just think its weird that people this young these days call each other that. haha that made my day. And then Charles goes Autumn and Parker are getting married at my game Saturday. And that really made me laugh. Haha wow. Kids amaze me sometimes.

Tonight: Cassie and me are going on our annual Wednesday night Ingles trip.

Tomorrow: Hanging out with friends and getting my hair done. yay.

Favorite Pictures:

You Won't Be Seventeen Forever

Hola! Como Estas?

Today: I coached this morning. And I thought I would have to stay all day and she said I had to come back so me and Daniel and Cassie decided to go eat at Downtown Pizza around 12. Then they wanted Sugar Shack so we went there and they were closed and I took Daniel to his dad's work. Now I'm doing this dreading to go back to work.

Thursday: I'm getting my hair done! Yay! I'm really excited.

Sooo I have nothing to rant about. Oh wait yes I do. So this girl had to come eat with us today and her mom and I can't stand either one of them. And she told me I was in the dumb class for English and I said good maybe I'll actually pass and not fail. Then they started bring up a conversation of this girl so I called her a whore and they were like shes not a whore shes just a bad person and I was like yeah a whore. But whatever. I could of shot them both. In my mind I was saying "shut the hell up." over and over again. I don't see why we had to invite them but Cassie and Daniel just insisted we did. I killed me.

Ok well I'm done blogging right now. I just really dread school. Its soo boring. and hard. and it gives me a lot of stress.

Tired of bein' told what to do so unfair, so uncool.

GOOD MORNING!

Friday: I packed and went to see my papaw.

Saturday: Left to early in the morning. Went to Kohl's and then to the Safety Certification thing. And then we went out to eat and these waiter dudes kept hitting on me and asking our waitress who I was haha lame. Then we went swimming and played Wii. And then went to bed. That Safety Certification thing was soo freaking boring. All you did was take notes. And one of the gymnastics judges pissed me off cause she was judging wrong and I know its been 3 years since I quit but I could've been getting a better score than I did.

Sunday: We went shopping ALL DAY. Dude I got more clothes than I need. I can't even fit them all in my closet. Haha.

Today: GOING TO LUNCH WITH OLIVIA. yay.

Tuesday: Coaching

Wednesday: Babysitting

Thursday: Babysitting

Friday: School. =[ Then maybe hanging out with friends

Saturday: Nothing

Sunday: Church

I'm feeling in a good mood and I just want to list the greatest friends in the world:

1. Gracelyn Allison- She has ALWAYS been there for me since I went up to her at gymnastics and put my arm around her and said, "Hey buddy!" We've been best friends ever since. I guess because we pretty much were the older ones there. Then we started coaching together and hanging out a lot. I really miss her. And I will never forget going to gymnastics meets together, and Gymdog meets and all that fun stuff. I love you Spiderman.
2. Eric Seabolt- I love you so very much. Your the best and you mean the world to me. I don't see how you always put up with me and even though we don't hang out that much thats ok to you. You always make me have a better day when I talk to you. And that means a lot to me. Your really are amazing and I love you.
   
3. Billie Odom- Geez we've been through so much. With that Rachel Litman chick. Psh. Thank you so much for everything. Your incredible and the best softball player. I know we got together and got a divorce and then got together again but thats good I guess. I will NEVER forget when we took a trip to Downtown Blue Ridge and when we go to Funworld and pass by Brasstown saying "FUCK YOU!" Good times.
   
4. Olivia Browning- Gah. I've known you the longest. We slept together in our cribs and went to Nancy's together. I love you so much and your always there for me just like I'm there for you. "I've got your back." You are one of the strongest girls I know. I love you so much. I will always remember being at Nancy's and Whitney Barnard took us outside while it was raining and we told Nancy it was just sweat and when she put band aids all over the wall and told her we did it. haha. I love you and I'm looking forward to having 4th block with you this semester.
5. Jackie Carcone- I love you so much. Your always there for me and I can trust you so much. I don't see how you put up with me in Drivers Ed. I was always griping about something. Thank you so much for always being there and never telling anyone anything about me or what was going on in my life. I can really trust you. And I hope to be friends forever!
6. Wendy Mashburn- Ah yay. I'm so glad we're friends. We are still moving in together and I love how we plan our future so much. I also love how we can't stand the same people and we think they're whores. Don't worry we will find you a boyfriend this year and we better have lunch together. I love you dear!
   
7. J.C Park- YOUR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. I don't remember a time when you weren't. Your my best guy friend. Gah to many memories with you. Like calling Tanner and I would out you on the other line and he would say "Honey" and sing The Star Spangled Banner and tell me that he was going to take me a ride in his helicopter. haha. I love you JC and I wish we could hangout more than we do. Its like once a year for us.
   
8. Daniel Payne- I love you DP. You always make me have a better day no matter what happens to me.Whenever I walk into the gym you greet me with a hug and "HEY BECCA!" I can tell you anything and you ALWAYS make me smile. I have so many memories with you but my favorite one is when we went to Downtown Pizza and I told you about Cassie and when she got into the car you were making "noises" haha and she got disgusted. Oh and the Powderpuff Game was really fun with you. Even when I get kicked or if I fall down and hurt myself and you laugh at me I still love you.
9. Connor Smith- Your an amazing dude. You say the most random things. I'm really excited about having 4th block with you AGAIN. Drivers Ed was the best with you. And thanks for drawing me all those pictures. I still have them haha. Your the best and you give the bestest hugs. My bfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

Bow, chicka, bow-wow that's what my baby says

Good morning

Wow its early

ok sorry I haven't answered any comments. I will today though.

Wednesday: I always spell that wrong and the little checker comes up telling me I spelled it wrong and then I feel like a retard. Ok so Cassie came with me to babysit because Autumn and Charles love Cassie. So all they wanted to do was play with her which was fine with me. Then Charles decided he would show us his wiener which is really nasty. Who wants to see that? And then we went on the trampoline. I babysit the bossiest kids ever. And on top of that they are so ungrateful and lazy. I was on the couch and Charles was in the kitchen and he goes "BECCA CAN YOU FIX ME A COKE!" He's right by the freaking refrigerator, fix it yourself. But I fixed it anyways cause I'm so nice and let them eat TONS of ice cream. Oh then Cassie and me went home and it was storming and I was like lets have an adventure and go to the grocery store. So we went to the grocery store and bought junk..oh yeah I need to cook those pepperonis, and when we were fixing to leave Cassie screams out ,"BECCA DONT SAY THE F WORD!" and I'm like dude I didn't say the f word. And she goes you said FART! Gah sometimes she goes a little bit overboard. And then we went home and watched Stick It. Fun day.

Thursday: I had to babysit again and all the kids did was play Wii and Guitar Hero and clean puppy poop and Charles told me I had to clean up the poop and I said, "Charles, those are not my puppies and its not my responsibility, I am not cleaning poop." and he said, "you have to." And I said "Whose going to make me." So Autumn ended up cleaning it haha. I'm not cleaning puppy poop. Also they fought all day and I had the WORST headache ever. Then I got home and mom and Cassie and me went to Waffle House and we went to see Papaw, whose not doing so good.

Today: I'm test driving my car and packing for Atlanta tomorrow. Leaving at 5:30 AM is a little crazy for me. So this is the last day I will be blogging until Monday. Ahh holy ducks, school starts Friday! So not excited. Ok well I hope everyone has a great weekend and a great week!

Party in Cashes Valley Saturday Night. I'm invited and thats my dad's property and I can't even go. Oh and I cannot go to Monica's Sweet 16 because of freaking Hotlanta.

Gah I'm so freaking stressed right now. Everyone expects me to do something for them or with them. I don't get what I deserve to get for all the shit I put up with everyday. But none of that matters to anyone. On top of all this stress, I start school. And that's just really going to suck. I need a therapist. I'm going to make a list of things I'm stressed about:

1. Coaching
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. Cassie
5. Marshall
6. Friends
7. School
8. Car
9. Papaw
10. Being neglected.
    
11. Church
12. Marshall and Amy's case
13. This lawyer shit
    
14. Cassie's Gymnastics
15. Marshall trying to get me to get that ugly ass blazer
16. Being blamed for stuff I didn't do
17. Being told what to do (so not cool)
18. Getting my schedule changed.
19. Trying to make everyone happy (which is highly impossible)

There's more but I'm stopping here.