How do you like me now, now that I'm on my way. You still think I'm crazy standing here today

I feel like I'm, a million miles away. From myself. More and more these days. I've been down so many open roads, but they never lead me home and now I just don't know, who I really am or how its gonna be, is there something that I can't see? I want to understand. Maybe I will never be, who I was before. Maybe I don't even know her anymore. Maybe who I am today, ain't so far from yesterday, can I find a way to be, every part of me? So I'll try to sort things out, and find myself, get my feet back on the ground. It'll take time, but I know I'll be alright cause nothing much has changed, on the inside. It's hard to figure out how it's gonna be cause I don't really know now I wish i could understand. I don't wanna wait too long to find out where I'm meant to belong, I've always wanted to be where I am today but I never thought I'd feel this way