What about love? Don't you want someone to care about you?

I'm so sick of the bull shit thats going on.

All I want is:

-a new car. (but I keep getting lied about to about that)
-my old friends back.
-I'm tired of being treated like shit.
-I'm tired of being used.
-I want to hangout with my friends whenever I want to sometimes I just need to hangout with my friends to get away from things.
-I'm tired of people walking all over me.
-my hair to be brown again which will happen next month.

I just hate how people think that they can take advantage of me all the time. Especially when I have a bigger car. HELLO! THATS WHY I'M HOPING TO GET A LITTLER ONE SO THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN. It really pisses me off. I've just been in one pissy mood today ever since I woke up. I'm really confused in life right now.
Right now at this point I just want to be left alone and do whatever I WANT TO DO not what anyone else wants me to do or whatever. I decide what I want to do not anyone else. I don't need people who are going to tell me what I have to do, I wish that included parents. But I'm getting really pissed at being told I'm getting a car when REALLY I'm not. I think they just tell me that so I'll shut up.

Gah talking about this just makes me want to throw things.

Quote of the day:
Guy: "Hey Rebecca."
Becca: "Hey."
Guy: "I didn't know you were here. You're the quiet one aren't you?"
Becca: "No I'm just really really mad right now."
Guy: "What happened? Did David Archuleta cancel a date on you?"
Cassie: "Haha thats a good one!"

That made me want to punch him in the face.