Maybe I should I give up.

Soo
I was supposed to go see The Hangover with my mom and when we got to the Blue Ridge Theater they were only playing UP and Transformers. This morning, it said they were playing Land Of The Lost and The Hangover. I'm so fucking pissed.
My life never goes my fucking way and I'm so sick of it. My mom was like heres some money go to Blairsville and I screamed in the parking lot "MOM I'M NOT DRIVING ALL THE WAY TO BLAIRSVILLE TO FIND NO ONE THERE! MY LIFE IS JUST BULL SHIT RIGHT NOW AND I'M SICK OF IT!" And its true my life is nothing but bull shit right now. I don't know what to do. I can't even go home and watch a movie or anything. There's nothing to do at my grandma's house because she talks while your watching TV and she tells old stories and I know this is mean but I can't stand it and I've been holding everything back for too long. I really hate my life right now, I'm having the hardest time and I know nothing is going to change, nothing is going to be better, and I'm pretty sure its going to take a really long time until I'm completly happy again. I just can't do anything anymore. What am I supposed to do?