Stuff I Don't Get

Becca's current mood= depressed, sad, used, abused.

Well today I really feel like shit. I feel so used. I feel like I was just someone that another person could take advantage of and use me. I feel like I was someone who was brought into a picture and wasn't even supposed to be there. I feel like I need a new friends since no one wants to be my friend. I feel like I need to move away. I feel like I'm just someone that someone can hangout with because everyone is mad at that person. I feel like I treated everyone wrong. I feel like no one can trust me. I feel like no one wants to be best friends with me. I feel like I don't even deserve a spot on this Earth at the moment. I feel like dying and seeing who would show up at my funeral or who would really care. I just don't know what to do anymore, and I just can't take it anymore. What the hell are you supposed to do when you feel like this? I just can't do it. I need to get away. For a long long time. And then maybe everyone will forget me and I can have a fresh start with new people. At this point in my life, I just want to be left alone since no one and I mean no one wants me.