Don't get me wrong I love who I am, I don't wanna be ungrateful it probably sounds strange.

Dreams..

Evevryone has dreams.

Not the kind of dream that when you go to sleep, and dream about falling, or about meeting Miley Cyrus and her flying you and your friends out to Hawaii, or even about getting kidnapped and coming back to life.

The kind of dream that you want to reach some point in your life.

I would like to know what some people's dreams are.

As of right now, I really hope to reach my dream. My dream is to become an actress. I want to be a great rode model to kids and teenagers. Would I be good at it? Only God knows, and that is why you need him to help guide you through everything. I think about my dream everyday. I know this sounds corny, but I always think if I won a huge award or something, I would ALWAYS thank God first. Simply because he was the one who got me there and make me be who I am. I also think if I had the money I would want to help so many kids in hospitals and orphanages. I don't have the money now, so I really can't. I want to do what I can though. Sure I would also spend it on clothes, but I would auction off the clothes I don't wear to a good cause. At this point though, I feel like I'm going no where in life. I am going to college and I thank God for giving me that opportunity, but I feel like something is missing.. I'm just not happy.

Last night, I was watching this show. It comes on ABC Family at 12 o'clock midnight. Usually I'm just like, "This show seems like it's for old people I'm not watching it." On the other hand, I felt like God wanted me to watch it. So I did. It touched me so much. The stories and all. I even prayed with the man on the television and felt God was with me. After seeing all the stories that have happened to people, I figured that I just needed to be patient. I mean I'm only 18. So I just have to be patient for when God leads me to my dream. I have to wait until the right time. I always say, "Everything happens for a reason." I still think that too. Every single day.

I guess this was just my thought of the day.
I needed to vent it out.