Boy, I need you here with me

Everyone should listen to Round and Round by Selena Gomez. It is amazing. So are her clothes.



Well today I heard the most heartbreaking story that is too horrific to post on here. Since I heard it, it has dusturbed me. And it scares me about going to college. I know I've said I'm ready to leave this town and I can't wait but I don't know something feels different. I'm leaving my best friends. I'm so scared I'll never talk to Gracelyn or Alie or Callie or even Billie who has always been there for me. They all mean the world to me and I can't see what I will do without them.

For the past week or two I've felt so depressed and unhappy. Then when I'm with the people who care about me the most and who I care about for, I feel surrouned with love and happiness. I just keep thinking, "I'll find new friends and never forget the old ones." Nobody could ever replace my friends nor the feelings I have for them. I also like to think college is a place where I get to start all over and discover who I am on the inside. It's a new chapter in my life.

Right now, I'm trying to spend so much time with my friends. Who knows when I will see them again. I've had a great summer and its not over yet. Orientation is July 29 and I really hope I can go see Phantom of the Opera's last show ever sometime this month. Nobody wants to go with me though is the sad thing. I'm excited for the fair though it shall be fun.

I'm going to post some pictures from this summer to make me happy and remember my memories while I can.